I’m playing with fire. And I know it. I can feel the danger. It scares part of me like crazy and another part of me loves this place and feels exhilarated on this high energy. My body is more tensed and stiff then usual. It starts to hurt here and there. I consciously relax it again and again. I feel my energy is vibrating fast, it’s a bit edgy and sharp, on alert. My creative energy is going through the roof. It feels very intense, sexy and orgasmic, like being on