(Read "Dancing on a highwire" first)
And then I felt the tipping point. I was going to fall.. The energy I was surfing on was going down.
But I felt this huge determination to stay in the middle, on that thin middle line.
"This is too important."
"I'm not willing to loose myself and disappear in the shadow"
"It is not too much"
"I can do this"
"I'm supported by the universe"
I heard myself calming me down, relaxing my system.
And still.. it was very clear that th
Sex is important to me.
I love it.
And I like a lot of it.
I like it to be passionate, vulnerable, gentle, loving, kinky, physical, energetic, connected, sensual, blissful, releasing or anything else it chooses to be.
My body orgasms easily in all kind of ways.
It takes me into depths of pleasure I can hardly imagine when I’m not there.
I love to share the gift of it with my lover.
Because of the importance I haven’t had sex for quite a while.
As sex to me is not som